Jigglypuff

yeah, so the title's random. but actually, it's a pokemon character. jigglypuff, the one that sings people to sleep and then scribbles the faces with a black marker coz it gets angry that people are falling asleep? yeah? no? oh well. (google it, dude...)
anyway, unity concert is this friday and listen is the day after. I AM FREAKING OUT! i swear, i haven't memorized half of my lyrics and that's NOT a good thing. the last time i performed and forgot my lyrics, i choked on stage. and then i cried because of how stupid i was. trust me, that's the last thing i want to happen. this saturday is serious, maaang! it's like my first 'big' show. it's also one that i'm co-organizing with a friend. so yeah, you can say it's like carrying a whole sack of potatoes on my shoulders and having to do squats. (again, random...)
i'm really excited though. i've got practices this week, 4 solid hours of rehearsing the full routine. rapping, singing, choreography...everything. you watch people practice for shows and you think it's easy right? you think you can do it too right? you think you can do better right? WRONG! you so don't know what it's like to be singing and dancing at the same time. so please, the next time you see those reality things on the telly and you think they suck; bitch you don't know better.