Friday, April 21, 2006

Koko Krunch and Milk

ah. yes. i'm back again. lol.
as if you missed me. pfft~
as if i even have an audience, save for the few who are closest buddies of mine.
i'm my own audience most of the time. but yes, i'm back.

it's been a rough week.

tonsillitis.

arrrrgghhhh!!! fuck it! i hate that stupid piece of flesh at the back of my throat flaring up just because it can't handle a bit of heat and cold and heat and cold.
stupid. then i can't eat for like a week.
fine. so it did well for my weight, perhaps a couple of kilos down, but I COULDN'T EAT!!!
see, when you're faced with a situation that just prevents you from eating then you realise that you love food and you love it like hell.
i know i did.
watching my mom and dad eat, while i had to struggle to even CHEW the friggin chicken let alone SWALLOW, i thought, heck. eating is a luxury. a bare necessity we hardly even notice in our daily lives, let alone actually appreciate.
and i'm not talking about food, okay. i'm talking about the ACT of EATING itself. that's right.

so i lived on a diet of soft foods and medication for about 4 days.
porridge, porridge, soup, ah! noodles, mashed potatoes...
for four days. eating just that.
delightful. hah. you think????

then, thank GOD. the medication began to kick in, and i could swallow easier.

now, i'm recovered. although not completely, but at least my diet does not just span mush.
the first thing i intend to do once declared fully recovered, is to gobble down pizza and stuff it down as much as i can.
i'm being ravenous. yes.


***

it's been a while. two weeks? yeah. about that.
works's killing him. time and immobility killing me.
so how do we work this one out.
dinners sound nice, but i worry he gets too tired.
weekends are just obscure. i'm booked at home, or hey, he works.
sometimes i dont think the job is really such a good thing you know.
sure, it brings the geez and shytes. but if you're home knackered and you can't really do much else, where's the good there?

maybe it's just me.
i miss him. and everything about him.
he's such a puppy. i adore him completely.

***

a lotta things been happening.
like i can't believe if all this is happening but it is.
i sound like i'm delirious.
my thoughts are just messing themselves up.

that's about it i guess. for the night.
for tonight.


>Pash

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

i'd like to refer to the 2nd parter of ur entry.

are you gonna lose that 6-months bet anytime soon?

teeheehee

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